Sunday, May 27, 2012

"If you never try you never know just what you're worth."

Maybe with regards to the last post... Breaking up with Rob is the best thing I have ever done.


"Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones and I will try to fix you." -Coldplay

You know that you have amazing friends and very wonderfully healthy relationships with them when you can year their voices in your head before you even need to tell them your thoughts, happinesses, and worries. :)


Wednesday, May 9, 2012

This above all: To thine own self be true.- Hamlet

Finals time. I'm having the hardest time pushing through. I've been doing so much and I am exhausted. It'll be done tomorrow. Thank god.

Anyway, just got an apartment with Erin :) I'm pretty stoked. Hopefully staying here is going to workout ( I know...I owe some phone calls)! So, with that said, I've made a decision on my future. I've avoided announcing it just yet, because I still haven't been given the final word back from the people that make the final decision. It's going to feel somewhat like a step back. However, I can really see that if I don't make this small step back, I will never make it as far forward as I am hoping and dreaming to. Sometimes, you've got to leap.

I'm very hopeful now. Things are really looking like they are moving in a beautiful direction. This summer will be perfect to prepare me for what I've set up (no matter what option ends up getting thrown at me--Brown or the Bay--and yes, it's still up in the air. They need to decide now :) I made my call. They just need to approve.). 

Anyway,  I was playing around on facebook and someone posted this tumblr about sororities and frats. That, in combination with all of the skeezy anoncon stuff, made my head explode. It's so demotivating to see how sad people are...I would like to believe that sexuality was once a beautiful thing. Now it just seems to be something we solicit.... So much beauty lost in the process... Maybe if all else fails, I can become some sort of monk, or something.

Seriously though, people are really like this?

Maybe I do want to study now...

“People often say that motivation doesn’t last. Well, neither does bathing – that’s why we recommend it daily.” – Zig Ziglar